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[29 May 2004|12:30am] |
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kk started at meghans i went to hurr hizzouse n chilled with Meghan Kyla Lily n mye n kyla went on the trampoline. THan Annie arrived adn dropped us off at da mall. Vicki said shed meet us there cause she was getting a ride form ROb her best friend AImee's b/f their both pretty cool. n i was excited for all my friends to meet vicki. I BOuGHT A FRIGGEN DURAG TODAII.. AND IM FRIGGEN WHITE. kk anyways.we saw those mechanical animal dog thigns that fdo flips and walk around so we put a horse on top of a puppy adn than a bunny in fornt of the puppy so the horse would do the puppy whiel the puppy shook its head in the bunnys ass n than chomped on it whiel hte horse naighes it was fuckin.. disgustingly funny. After vickii met everyone we all got a ride to the movies in Brads bros car. People at mall before we left included; Steve Huey, Kyla, Meghan, Lily, Annie, Brad, I , Vicki, Aimee, Rob, NIck muse, Aaron warman. at da movies steve was afriad of gettign jumped by Sean luhmann (one of my best friends since 3rd grade who i lost touch with) so steve decided to go to Ralphs instead of solo mios while we walked over to solo mios . i had to stay with kyla anyway seh was my ride home i was ogin hoem with her bro... who ended up haivng to get off work at 12 so my mom picked me up n drove kyla and i home.. ugh soo tired.peopl i saw at the movies.. too many .. full of gangstas if i put he durag on id be shot. uh i saw... Heather dunscomb, Jacey, larae, sean luhmann, Mr. Moore the english teacher/hardcore band bassist.. etc.. etc.. soo tired im done nite all. i love you Vicki<3.
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| At skizzool |
[28 May 2004|02:19pm] |
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yo. Im goign out with Vicki havent updated in awhile. im seein her tonoitee probably at the mall i loveee herr. my dad is redoing the room that the computer was in so i was not on for awhile. turned out for the better thuogh cause my comp is in my room for now. wo0t. so yea gotta update lata cause everyone can read over my shoulda. i feel like ive gotten somewhere with Vicki. but thats not for da public. peayacee
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| Dave Navarro-RexaLL |
[21 Apr 2004|09:26pm] |
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Dave navarro-Rexall.
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| The ringing in my ears is all i ever hear. |
[21 Apr 2004|09:06pm] |
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I feel so blah.. i kinda like someone right now..they kinda have a b/f. THey dont care, their boyfriend treats them like shit.I told her im not doign anythign if shes still with him..i dotn cheat or help people cheat. ahh wtf i might as well say its Vici.. i dotn care what people know right now.. like how far ive gone with a g/f? not very. n thats been bothering me alot lately too.. whole 9th grade dance situation.. its not a couples event stop bragging abuot who your gonna bring to it. Truth is i would have no problem with it if i knew who to bring. i really like you Vici. I really dont like how Chris treats you. I dotn like how he NEVER tells you he loves you or even compliments you at all.. just brags abuot how quickly he can replace you. You deserve better. I think your gorgeous. I really like the way weve talked so far i feel like im actually gettign somewhere. And i really like how youll never read this.never.
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| Every day begins with Nite |
[18 Apr 2004|08:52pm] |
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Every day beings with nite.. like 1 o clock in the morning.. 12PM is considered "midnight" so i guess the second half is 1 to around 6 which is considered the next "day" rite? just somethign i was thinkign about lately.. hmm yesterday i went ot my grandmothers n hung out with Liv like most of the day i was kinda depressed though n i didnt know why.. o well i got over it when i talked to Liv later that nite.. hmm after i went to the movieswith my cuzin steve. we snuck into The girl next door n told our whoel family that we did adn how skiled we had to be to get in adn they jsut laughed.. it was awesome. haha. later i saw candice.SHe ran up to me adn leik hugged me forawhile and i kidna paused cause i saw she was with Sean.. for some reson i felt alittle uncomfortable abuot that..i saw them sitting next to eachoeter Sean pu this arm aroudn her adn everythign seemed leik it was in slow motion leik a movie everythign crumbled around me adn he blew smokein her face.. than all of a sudden everythgin was really fast again leik time had to catch up.. o well.. i duno what to do about it. i think it will grow on me..
i talked to amanda last nite for leik hours.. n we talked abut how soem people might think im conceited whiel others think im too nice.. if you can tell your concieted like if i could decide wheter im "content" with myself or not..im definately not i walways feel leik i could be better and i never am.. she thinks i dotn stand up for myself.. because if i leik a girl.. adn she really likes another guy like shes really happy with him.. im not gonan get in the way theres no way im fighting for anyhtign if theyre really in love because if i really like her that much ill like her enough to let her go.. amanda siad i shuold jsut say screw you man shes mine, haha. thats not how i work.. mmmkay im done.
and btw- Dave navarro is God.
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| Bannana/Strawberry smoothies n disapointments |
[13 Apr 2004|12:17am] |
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todai.. Amanda.. Mall.. but.. whoa .. where do i start... arite today was Joes b-day so iwe went to the mall wehre we were suposed to meet amanda.. who came at 5:15.. we left at 5:30 WE DIDNT SEE AMANDA.. ugh its soo anoyying but stuff leik that happens.. the mall was fun thuogh i met up with Liv.. id be walking with Joe n all of a sudden get takcled against hte glass on victorias secret .. literally tackled.. look up n find larae n jacey on me.. haha.. that was neat.. than she grabs me n says oh em gee Livs over here!" n drage me over to her n throws me in her arms.. literally throws me.. but yea. haha. umm. i buoght a strawberry bannana shake.. i saw.. dayna.anita.frankmercardo.Phil.Andrew beck.my cuain christina n her b/f.LArae.jacey.etc etc etc...arrite ima go to bed.
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| Guitar center, Drinking, n Cops.. o shit |
[10 Apr 2004|11:38am] |
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same as yesterday..Except.. im going to guitar center today.. One of my favorite places in the world. :> ehh but i think thats it .. n i duno what time im going.. o yea a bunch of my friends went to the movies last night and a girl i dont know died twice and had to go to the hospital and another girl got arrested.why? Because all they do at the movies is Fight,Drink, Get high, hook up with random people, and Fall stumbling around into shit. i dont think any of my freinds have ever seen a movie before. Im invited too but id rather be the guy alone at home Listening to music or playing guitar .. or even calling one of my friends at the movies.I just dont want any of them to get hurt.
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| The day after todaii aka the day before tommorow |
[08 Apr 2004|11:30am] |
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.: ThOusAnD fo0t CrUtCh-RaWk FiSt :. |
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Yesterday.. hmm went ot the mall with my mom to get clothes for the dance at the watermill inn..met up with Frank n Peter fores.. i didnt even knw frank knew my name.. but he wnated to hang out.. so after i was donw with my mom i met up with Peter n Justin cause frank ahad to go to work at nathans.. we took a walk to circuit city where i bouht INCuBuS-a crow left of the Murdurr.AFTER back to the mall n to walmsrt wit mom ahere i got .ALice in CHains.-nothing safe. uhh than my sister had a baseball game so i went to Livs who was nearby.. we watched like 10 mins of the movie "thirteen" which was on n Liv had to "get ready" for da mall for awhile. so we went to the mall...again... adn FRank and peter and jsutin wree there.. again.. except T-roy was there this time.hugn out twith them for a bit n than went solo wit Liv to buty some shit.. Got a ride home form Livs mom n yeaa.woo.
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| Suka what? |
[06 Apr 2004|09:36pm] |
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yea As was done for Joe .. let me know what you think of me n what i should improve or work on as a person.. likes, dislikes, stuff like that..
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| Todaii |
[06 Apr 2004|06:04pm] |
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hmm.. Woke up at like 11:00 got straight on da comp cause my mom said shesd be gone all day so i was home all day alone.. and still had fun.. i spent most of my day on the Phone with Amanda n Liv mostly amanda cause Livs on vacay In vigrinia and was busy in the process of getting home..We were talking when out of no where she goes;
Liv:" Awwwww!"
mei:"what?"
Liv:"Mcdonalds is sooo cute<33"
LIv:"its got like a cute little hamburger on it with a smiley face and.."
hmm alright.. Im going to her house tommorow.. should be awesome i was supposed to sleep over but my mom said it was "..inopropriate cause i know your just friends but she also happens to be a girl.. i miss her cause i havent seen her in a couple of days and im used to caling her every nite.. and if you dont know the relationship between me and Liv as most people dont .. We're just Biffles ( Bffl's=(best friends for life))we both couldnt see us ever being "us" .But i love her and care for her as if she was my g/f its a weird messed up overall good feeling? even thoug EVERYONE who knows us says we'd make the greatest couple ever..yea arite..
anyways.. today.. Amanda yea.. spent all day talking to her.. and yea now im typing .. woo
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| anything and everything |
[05 Apr 2004|11:10pm] |
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Got a brand new Live journal and a blank page with nuthing to write. so Being me i decided to write abot not knowing what to write about.. until i realized that sentence alone sums it up.. o well..haha..today was pretty cool had some interesting convos about hte kool aid man and gumby.. at completely different times.. with two different people.. why is the kool aid guy so fuckin fat? are you supposed to desire him because theres more? is more better? or is it just a fuckn comercial and i should get a life for taking it too seriously.. haha im out ..
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[05 Apr 2004|01:14pm] |
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Startin it up.
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